what is it then?

what is love?
ive asked this before
we all know the answers,
to each our own.
so what is truth
and what should be kept
behind closed doors.

something that flutters
but doesnt fly away
i see it more
with each passing moment.
no hearts will break.
it will hold fast to empty air.
it makes me shudder
on my knees in prayer
the pain welling inside my chest
giving me a reason for tears
closing my eyes
i feel the searing
burning
intense
insane
amazing
emotional
frustrating answers.

i dont want to hear them
its all wrong
is it right?
confusion... chaos...
but all i see is your face

and all feeling is lost.