forgotten soul

what the hell am i doing?
my mind races
im sick of this
i cant stand you
i dont know where you went
i still want to find you
so we can tell each other the truth
why did you hide?
what are these secrets?
im running away from this
i cant feel my breath
can you?
can you even see me?
im right in front of you
screaming in your face
can you feel me?
my hands on your face
you dont even know me
who am i?
you better know
because i seem to have forgotten