We've all changed so much. How is it that someone you used to see every day would so abruptly disappear? How does this affect our psyches? Social groups are ever in a state of change. I don't really know what I'm trying to say. Our experiences together have helped shape us. How do I know when to act on my feelings? Do I wait forever for you, or do I take initiative? I love you, but you aren't ready for that yet. And maybe I'm not either. Maybe someday we can come together... but what if it never happens? What if I just continue to feel this way about you, eventually meet someone else and settle? I don't want to be afraid of what might happen forever. But I still don't know when to act. I think I shouldn't worry about it so much though, and listen to what God's telling me in the mean time. I hope you're still there... when we're both ready for it.