Life

4/15/07 03:38 pm -
so sometimes i read through stuff that i have written in the past, and i realize a couple things: i am exactly the same as i always have been. i guess that kind of makes sense. though it seems weird that i would stay the same despite all the things that happen around me, but its really true. i worry about the same things, i make the same stupid mistakes and i find the same joys that i always have. its kinda frustrating at times to look back and realize that i STILL haven't learned from my mistakes. and so, despite the changes around me, i stay the same.

i know that doesnt make sense, but in my bizzare alternate universe, its crystal clear.

i also realize that though i am the same, i continue to learn things. so here's my theory about life, for those who care to hear. i think we are created to continue. i think that there are things that remain the same about us, but we are always challenging them and questioning them. and because of this we grow. since we're not perfect, i dont think anyone can completely overcome his or her faults, but that doesn't stop us from trying. and we can never stop; we're always in progress. in progress, yet perfectly complete. that's definately god that makes me feel complete tho.... he's pretty much the only good thing about me. i dont always acknowledge it or appreciate it, but if anything is constant and true in life, its him.