Love.

Hi. you know me. im just amber. im just the weird girl in school who made the cheesy jokes, but still managed to make you laugh. im the one who got along with the guys, and made fun of cheerleaders, even when they were standing right there. im the one who cried when i hurt someones feelings; im the one who had every hair color but blond. im the one who wore the mask of a silly smile, but was always dying for someone to take it off for.

you know me. but i dont know you. i dont, but i want to. i know you're out there: the people who have been afraid to talk to me, to share their real feelings, to tell me who you are. ive never been real sure why you're afraid, since im not much of a scary person. i think people have told me true things before; things that might have scared me away, or that might have hurt me. sometimes i didnt know what to think, but im pretty sure i didnt get mad. because even if you might not believe it, i love you.

yes you. you mean so much to me. every single person ive talked to and been around, everyone who's trusted me with a little bit of friendship, or even none at all. but i cant get mad at you, of course, i never want to. im not perfect, so i might get angry sometimes, but i still love you. and if you have anything you want to say to me, i want you to say it. i want you to tell me whats been going wrong, whats been going right and everything in between. i love you, and i want to help. even if i have nothing to say, ill listen. ill do anything i can. so please. im right here. a phone call, a walk down the street, or an email away. i love you. just let me know who you are.